I look at her eyes seeing hopes and smiles
My thoughts run wild for miles
But im just text and feeling
No figure to my being
To her thats what shes seeing
No longer with a face to earn her grace
I am relegated to nothing
Rather unable to become something
Its just a hard truth to deal with
My dreams of her were all myth
What is the point of this feeling
If its just hurtful in dealing
Should I fight it tooth and nail?
Or should I let it open up like a sail
Taking me away from reality
Further from hope of true sanity
Why cant it just be easier
Instead of this pain and fear
Why cant she look at me deep
Giving us both a chance to smile not weep
Both beaten down in pain going insane
Trying our best to cope with the hell
But nothings changing I failed and fell
