Melbourne....the place of four seasons in a day...
much like me today.
happy, calm, content sad and out of control angry..
no one aware of the lies and deceit, no suspicions of the injuries.
hiding it all from the world and those special ones arond me..
no salvation is apparent this time around...
tonight anger vs sadness each overpowering my senses
no smile appears upon a joke..
no will to sing how out of character that is...
no pain registers anymore...
feeling cold and distant from the world and angry at all those people still around me.
my core has been overrun by something thats been lurking within my shadows.
its stealing all the goodness from inside..the joys the love, understanding and warmth.
its being lost within the darkness willing to fight the unseen with horrible consequences. no fear nor anything good. just the anger and sadness threatening to overrun me and help the lurking whatever.
