I realized today just how many things I have lost
How many of my friends have died
Almost so heartbreaking I want to die
I think about them everyday
Passing places we used to kick it
Doing the things we used to do
Thinking I can make it through
When everyday I'm living a lie
I'm not happy
If only you knew what Ive been through you wouldn't ask why
You wouldn't be fooled
you wouldn't understand
I miss my old life, My friends
I had to take a stand
Do what I Believe
Do what I feel
Teach not to be fake and become something real
