If you dont like what I write dont leave stupid comments. I live life every day looking over my shoulder. Wondering which one of my friends will be gone next. Whos going to die this year. I have lost 8 friends to gang violence and drugs lost my best friend to a gun. Its things that happen to you every day. Be thankful for the life you life. Im 19 years old and hardworking I take care of my family and the friends I do have. Im in love with the guy Im with now nothing can change who I am or what Ive become.