My Goodbye

I was not crazy
I was just playing fair
I fell in Love
I wished you'd care

It's over now
You did it this time
Your actions toward me
Felt like a crime

You were never a friend
Where was the trust?
This, for sure
Was more than just lust

For so long
My heart was shattered
The pieces were everywhere
I felt completely battered

Why did you not care?
I would have done it all for you
That was your chance
And you had it blew

It could have been great
Why were you so scared?
It's always worth a try
Just always stay prepared

You missed out on life
It was more than just me
You had friends in your way
They were worth a small fee

I wanted it so bad
I pushed and I shoved
I now know that I can't force
What shouldn't be loved

Our differences are not much
We share the same interest
After all the lost time
You felt like my eternal test

Will you ever move on?
Why were you scared?
Maybe it was just me
Did you feel dared?

Honesty exists
Love is not a game
You led me on
You made me feel lame

I would have never betrayed you
Why couldn't you see?
Where you intimidated
Because I was everything you want to be?

I am only human
You should have treated me that way
I could predict your next move
I always knew what you would say

Why didn't you let go sooner?
Did you want me to hate you?
Why couldn't I have a chance?
We could have been something new

You are petrified to move forward
You are stuck in the past
We could have held it together
Together we could have made it last

You can not live alone
You can not depend on others
Keep the true friends
But you don't need two lovers

I'll always be near
I'd never turn my back
You hurt me bad
I began to feel out of whack

I hurt you once, but not first
I still have no regrets
I'll live for the future
Until I pay my last debts

There is more to life
Than sex and candy
If you open your eyes
Reality can be dandy

I will never leave
But I'll go on my way
For lending my heart
Pain was the price to pay

It will be easy to move on
This will soon be the past
I wish you would have just tried
We could have made it last

Time changes everything
It is never too late
Maybe one day later
You'll take me on my 1st date?

Memories linger
It does not matter now
This is my goodbye
I'm sorry it was a fail

By: Natalie Rz