Whats happend lately

I feel like I've slowly faded,
Into the background of everyone I've cared about,
Like what I was and what I am was not enough to phase you,
I could yell and scream,
And you'd only look at me as some crazy person,
"oh shut up and grow up" you'll say,
"go get a life and move on" you'd say,
but really even If I wanted to I couldn't,
You say you understand,
But dammit you really don't,

She's changed, You've changed, We all have changed,
I'm losing grip of Jen, I've lost grip of Kyla, and will I lose you too?

I am sorry for me being this way,
I'd rather be locked up in a prison cell,
then keep living like this,
for I am a lost soul,
full of numbness, pain, hate, confusion, and unspoken words

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*might add more**