Someone To Love Me

I sit here,
And I wonder,
Where such a pain could possibly come from.

When I think of you,
And all the love I have for you,
How can I not feel it too?

How can you possibly love someone who doesn't love you back,
Or so it seems to be that way?

Sometimes in my life it's so hard,
I feel all the pain,
All on me.

I want that love you give to others,
The love inside,
I know you have.

A part of me is missing,
I feel at times I could just collapse,
Just fade away.

Who wants to love me,
Someone who screws up so much,
Someone who just wants to be loved.

I care so much,
So much about you,
Your laugh, your smile, and the way you glow when your happy.

How can it be,
This thing living in me,
The pain I feel is nothing but grief?