Memories

Words that I scatter through my memory,
like torn paper crawling on the floor,
are haunting my dreams,
and bringing pain even more.

I told you I loved you,
I wanted to be with you forever,
now hearing those words,
making me wish we were together.

The memory haunting my every thought,
visions of you and me,
together the way we were,
but somehow I just cant make you see.

I want you now,
and I want you forever,
I want us in love,
I want us together.

But how the dreams,
are starting to fade,
as I sit here torn,
Holding this sharp razor blade.

My thoughts are now cloudy,
I'm starting to fly,
I don't want to wake up,
Now please let me die!

Now that I'm gone,
I hope you are glad,
My pain is finally over,
And heaven's not that bad!!!