With eyes that stare,
Looking at you
In a dark zero
Of its expression,
They grab onto you intensely;
And you just stand there,
You wouldnt dare to give the single indication
That you're in fear of falling for this again.
Thoughts of him race through your blood
Shaping you within.
It can twist your insides
And making you feel sick in the stomach,
But no matter how gruesome it feels each time
It wont make you want to vomit.
He looks at you endlessly.
But you cant look away
And no matter what it is,
-You're more than ever, never going to react
The urge of kissing him
Haunts you, but you know thats what he wants,
You hear something telling you:
-Dont fall for it!
But it grabs onto you quickly.
Its purely impossible to refuse,
His eyes have already caught you in his trap;
And over and over again,
The neglect you give to yourself
Is an appallingly abuse.
In moments like these,
I ask the Lord:
-Why is this so hard?!
Ignorantly, you expect an answer.
But in the back of your mind it is obvious,
That nothing you do can help it;
He has won the game,
And you've fallen in his dirty trick
Yet, how can you refuse to him?
You love him.
