These tears never change.
Wow..what an expression
Something I've let out only in discretion
In fear of judgment
In fear of more tears to come.
The years I spent
The time that flew
The moments I took for granted
The fact that I miss you
Everything comes into play
The memories of our last winter
Gosh, it seems like it was yesterday
When I last said that I loved you
And wished you were here
But I pushed you away for the same reason
That I want you near.
It was never meant to be,
I'm not your destiny,
You're not my future
Like a poet without stanzas,
I'm the illusive words of the writer
Which I've now become.
But I've decided to disappear
Don't blame it on yourself
Its no one's fault, my dear.
It was meant to be this way,
We shall go our separate ways
Find something better;
Who knows?
Maybe we'll end up finding each other!
Only God can tell
I'm sorry if I sound so cold
But I know what I'm doing here.
Its the years you spent
The time that flew
The moments you took for granted
The fact that it hurts us two
Everything comes into play
Our last winter
Seems like yesterday
When I last said that I loved you
And wished you were here.
