Greatest Fears

My second greatest fear
Being replaced like a doll
Realized twice in my life

Once understandable
Twice unforgiveable
Thrice will never happen

My greatest fear by far
Losing control of myself
Realized only once

One time is all it took
He lain there bloody and beaten
All by my own hand

Too close to time two am I
I can't stand it
Stay away don't let me near

My overshadowing fear
Hurting those dearest to me
Nightmares and horrid vision are all I see

Never will this happen
I will make sure
Even if I have to die to make sure