Sooo theres this boy

Sooo theres this boy...
Hes the one that makes me smile when i hear his name
The one that gives me tingles when he kisses me
The one that i look at and realize that forever isn't long enough
I wanna be the girl hes scared to lose
The one he wouldn't know what to do without.
I cant promise to be the perfect girl and i cant promise to give him everything he needs
But i can promise one thing
I can promise him if he gives me his heart and love i will hold on to it with my arms so tightly that not even death could take it away
When i tell him i love him its not out of habit or just to start a conversation
I say it cause hes the best thing thats ever happened to me
...But I'm not perfect
And more than likely ill screw everything up
I know he doesn't realize how much i love him
I haven't shared with him my life ... My stories ... My trust
But its not secrets I'm keeping from him ... Its my past
I don't want to open up to him just in case he leaves
I guess I'm scared
Not scared to love but scared of not being loved back
So i guess all I'm saying is...
If you're that 'one boy' ... I love you
And I'm sorry for not being perfect but ill try to be everything you need
And just wait
Wait till I'm ready to tell you my story
Cause i want you by my side for as long as possible

A little thing i wrote for my boyfriend =)