Afraid

This wasn't suppose to happen not now

I just got back and their trying to move me out

There's this feeling deep in my soul and its screaming and ripping 4 me to let go

I don't know what to do I'm losing all control, lost in my days of fun and love

Across the sea i think i may be headed but I'm afraid of what can happen

I get shot or blown away, watch my friends die and their last breath drift away

Why am I scared do I really have to say?

There's a war going on and i might be headed that way