Suicidal Poem

Every second I am alive
It's a waste
But every moment with you
I hate

You tell me you love
It may be true
But those mean words
Rip right through

So since you won't kill me
I'll do it for you
Goodbye, mother....

(Sorry to those who liked me when I rhymed poems or had a better rhyming scheme, but this is just to release some anger and sadness I have. Today was just a bad day for me and my mom)