Suicide Train

As two trains pass in the night I caught a face in it,
it was mine going both ways a silhouette was chasing it.
I tried staying on both but one track is at its end,
should I jump the other rail now he looks to be a friend.

The me on the other train he fingered me to come,
but I'm scared to make a change now and snared to be a drum.
Flooded with, "what ifs" a drowning victims now the scene,
I've got to make the jump across a dream is bound between.

I have to make it someway now someday becomes today,
so I make the lunge across two worlds and night turns into day.
But the me who rode the other train he made the jump as well,
all along aboard the right train now I'm in the plunge to hell.

The earth is coming soon as we fall like tons of bricks,
my body bruised with broken bones from all the stones and sticks.
The devils played his part on me and hes weakened up my mind,
As we approach the end its now that I realize that I've been blind.

The me who rode the other train is the one who could've lived,
if we only caught the eyes of one another at its lids.
See he was the one with the vision and its me who followed thru,
But I couldn't see who made the jump first who followed who.

Was it right because he saw the way and knew that it was mine,
or was it he who tricked his only soul two minds who shared one spine.
Either way to the world she only lost but one,
now I'm far beyond the depths of darkness farthest from the sun.

Far from life as well as love and nights have come no more,
The End has paid his last visit this time I know its sure.
See i made my mind up on that lonely railroad car that night,
and I blindly have my life up to myself without a fight.

I can think about it long and hard but never change my steps,
Especially the last ones that had threw me through these depths.
See its me whose gone, the two of us who foolishly had died,
I lost my life on that night to a foolish suicide.