Let go

If I didn't come up and say hello,
Would you have even seen me?
Would you have known?
I hold back the tears
Only brimming my eyes
Look out the window
And go over the lies
Its not like I blame you
I am to blame
But can you not tell me
The game that you play
I know you don't care
You have no reason to
If I were in your shoes
Id do the same as you
I cant understand
Where I went so wrong
But I can see it in your eyes
That our friendship wont last long
The wind blows dust
From the playground to my eyes
Drying the tears
That streak across the skies
I forgot how a smile
Truly felt
The pretending wont last long
with summer's end the flowers will welt
I don't blame you one bit
For hating me
All that I'm asking of you
Is to please set me free
Unless you say it
I will stick by
And as long as I am here
My eyes will not dry
We have a past
But the present is worse
I made a mistake
Thinking it wouldn't hurt