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I would meet you in some place
Just to see your soft face
But I know this cannot be
For me, you don't want to see

Those days in your arms are gone
You're love I felt for so long
Those brown eyes I could not comprehend
A thousand years in them I could spend

I know it is too late
As I cry and wait
It has been over a year
Yet still my heart pours tears

Why can't I just leave the past
I fear you will be my last
Those silent nights you held me
I no longer had to flee

Your warm brown skin close to mine
Our bodies intertwine
Holding my hand to your heart
Promising we would never part

Yet my depression begun to show
So deadly, creeping slow
Still our days were sweet
Everyday we would meet

Then scars began to appear
You became scared to come near
You're dark moods grew
What you thought, I never knew

You put up a wall
Far too strong and tall
You pushed me away
More every day

Once in a while you'd let me through
To tell me your love was true

I dont think I can finish this :-( sorry, its too painful