Ripped Me Open

You tell me your different
Nothing alike, nothing the same
But when it comes to ruining my life
You're all in for game

I want to trust
I want to let you in
But I'm dead inside
And the healing won't begin

My hearts is black
but burning with flame
He lit me on fire
So my innocence, he could tame

You're my everything
My reason to life
And the one thing that stops me
From picking up the knife

But these wounds won't heal
They've bled to much
I'm open and torn
And wince to the touch

You're holding me to life
Don't take that away
I'm telling you this much
Please don't make me pay

I've opened my wounds,
They'd been tied together thick
But you've seen the blood I bleed
And know what makes me tick

My blood bleeds black
I am forbidden to cry
Oil my rusty hinges
And hope, pray, to die

I cannot heal, never again
You've torn through my shell
I'm too weak, to stop you
I'm on the line, of heaven and hell

You're my heaven
He's my hell
But whats the difference?
I cannot tell