My life is really **** up
Every people think I'm just a piece of Junk
It really makes me sick and tired
I wish the time pass by
I want to escape in this miserable life
but and feet and hand are in chain
Every struggle and every time I fought
I'm the one whose getting hurt
Every time I wish I grown so fast
to escape in this ****ing world of mine
to become independent and to explore my life
to let the whole world knows,
How great I am
Every time I made a good thing
The people around me thinks I always wrong
they always criticize me the way I work
It makes me think I'm just a stupid girl,
Who don't know nothing,
It really crashes my heart into little pieces
I wish I can put it together
but the damage are already done.
Here I am, lying in my bed
watching the ceiling and thinking of nothing
I get a piece of paper,
writing again another poetry
which I really suck
but it help me to express how i felt
and help me relieved some pain inside me
but some pain are still there
wishing I could do something to vanished it
but they already buried deep inside my heart.
