My Fairtytale's End

Dacing in the rain
hearts completely sober
yet so completely drunk
this heart beats slowly

overwhekemed with pain
at the very thought that this high is over
down, further i sunk
til i was so completely lowly

myself thought to be insane
my chance at heaven getting lower
out of life i flunk
my soul so filthy, so unholy

self hate reborn at the sound of my name
so not wanting to tell him its over
my life so full of junk
two words i speak; im sorry

(for Adam)