I cannot

I sit here and wonder why
That no matter how hard I try
I cannot forget your laugh
Or your voice
Or your smell
I cannot forget your smile
Or your eyes
Or your touch
I cannot forget the first time we met
Or the first time kissed
But instead
I sit here and wonder why
That no matter how hard I try
I cannot remember why
I wanted you
Why I want you now
When all you have done
Was offer me the sun
And when I chose to accept
When in you I placed my bet
You left