Just some thoughts

What do you do when everything you have known is suddenly changing and you don't want it too?
What do you do when it doesn't make any sense and you just want things to do back to what they were before? All I have ever known is me. I don't want to think that this little life inside me isn't going to have a good life. I don't want to think that I'm the only one out there like this. I promised myself that this would never happen. I don't know what to do... I'm too young to be having a kid. I'm a kid myself. I don't know if I'm really to make this kind of commitment at such a young age. But it seems thats what I only can do. SO I'm going to make the best of the situation and take care of this baby with everything that I have and I'm so grateful that I have my boyfriend and families help.