Better Place

I was pushed off a cliff,
Into the ocean,
Now, I'm drowning,
In all it's water,
Death is flashing before my eyes,
It seems as if i cant swim to the top,
Going down to the bottom,
I'm dieing, all over again,
I can't see anything,
I can't breath at all,
My body's gone numb,
I don't feel anything,
No pain, no pleasure,
No discomfort, just sorrow,
Now I'm gone,
Going to heaven,
I want to go...
But want to stay...
Which do i choose?
well... I'll miss this cruel world,
So goodbye loved ones,
I'm off to a better place.