Losing Myself

The smile disappears as I'm losing myself
Hiding my emotions, put on the back shelf

People stare quickly, with their eyes that pierce
As it burns my insides, so strong and so fierce

Their glances are the arrow, and their tongue is the bow
They shoot quickly at me, its speed does not slow

My heart is the target, and their hits land each time
They kill me slowly, but are charged with no crime

I walk each day, with the holes of this war
Spreading my wings, not able to soar

Stomping on my heart, creating the crack
Trapped in this world, that does not love me back

I'm losing myself, as the world spins along
Realizing now, that I just dont belong