The feeling I don't want to feel

The feeling subsided,
It felt like it was gone,
The emotion left me,
But my heart was not done.

I have taken the role of a new found heart,
The emotion of which I shouldn't have,
As forbidden as Eden and yet I want it bad,
Once gone and is now back,
The emotion it traps me,
is it to late?

I know the emotion is not allowed,
I know it shouldn't be there,
I know that I shouldn't,
But I let myself get infactuated,
I let myself be taken,
By your beauty and your soul.

You are one of many that will have my heart,
You are one of few who shall hold my heart,
You are one of two who have had my heart so close.

The feelings left me now,
It left me for dead,
Sadness and depression take over,
Now its gone.

The emotion, it came back again,
As if I am not allowed to give up,
Its constantly there,
I need someone,
Someone that I know to be true.

My heart tells me there is no wrong.