Stuck in the mind of a crush

Midnight black hair hangs along his eyes,
That smile makes my heart flutter and rise,
Being in your presence my cheeks begin to blush,
Who would have guessed you'd give me such a rush.

When you walked up to me on that lonely Friday,
I became panicked and so confused,
Then you smiled and said, "hi I'm ....",
The wires in my heart connected and fused.

Standing there by myself, losing control of my smile,
Longing for you back, I wish you would've stayed awhile,
Thinking about those three words throughout my long day,
I wish we could have talked some more, if only I had stayed.

Come to find out your heart belongs to someone else,
My brown eyes well up like an ocean full of tears,
Why do I always end up like this, dreamy and so sad,
It's been going on for a while now, at least a couple years.

Maybe I'm not destined to find a match, or someone I can love,
I'm scared to ever love again for I may get another shove,
I can only hope he is out their maybe reading this poem,
So anyone who could love me, my heart needs a home.