I think of what you told me
I'm trying to move on
But still it is not easy
For me to carry on
You tell me to let go
A great part of my past
To forget everything i know
And make a new start, at last
And i try so hard not to cry
For i've shed so many tears
But still i don't know why
Those tears won't disappear
And yes, i know you're right
But i can't change in one day
I must first put up a fight
To make those feelings go away
I must forget my old friends
For they have forgotten me long ago
But how can i put and end
Since i still love them so?
I've taken my decision
I must move on for good
I have to change my world's vision
In order to improve my mood
And yet something holds me behind
As if i don't want to accept the way things are
As if it is impossible for me to change my mind
As if routine is sticking on me like a scar
So before leaving i take a last look behind my back
Hoping that destiny doesn't predict a future full of black
Hoping that one day i will be looking at my past and laugh
Wondering why back then it seemed so tough
And i'll be looking at my past and smile
Wondering why i can't go back there for a little while
...
But i am still feeling depressed and cheered down
Even more than i was before
I know that if you saw me you would frown
But i just can't take it anymore
