Pain

I feel the pain you've given me
once again today
the stinging of uncertainty
will not go away
you tell me it's my fault
and say I drove you to it
but I lay there and wonder why
you even put me through it
I cannot blame myself again
and let the madness continue
and see that anger swell inside
and feel the monster within you
please don't hurt me anymore
don't leave me with this pain
oh sister how I love you so
don't leave me in the rain