PULL THE TRIGGER

I stand in my room,
In my hand is my gun,
My blood runs cold,
Until my body turns numb,
I think of them,
I think of him,
Memories haunt,
And it kills within,
I try to find my courage,
To end my life tonight,
To prove to them im strong enough,
To go through this suicide,
I think of my wastefull life,
I remember how the girls would all snicker,
I bring back every painful memory...
Then finally i pull the trigger..