What happened to us

I feel numb
from the words that you said
now i'm all dizzy
and light in the head

so tell me what happened
we had the history
but what went wrong
will remain a mystery

we were together
for so long
we were so happy
but something went wrong

you say you need space
that i am still your friend
but we seem so gone
this must be the end

can i hold on
i'm not sure if i would
if only it would work
if only i could

its so close to christmas
for you to break my heart
but now i'm right back
where you found me at the start

i'm lost and i'm scared
i'm feeling used
my heart is again bleeding
it has been so badly abused

you once said you loved me
was that a lie
but who gives a sht
for now i will cry

so alone i am again
wishing you would come back
what if i run away
i guess i should pack

but will running help me
mend my torn heart
it hurts so much
it is now ripped apart

for i will always love you
please know this is true
but i hate you for what you have done to me
but you will never have a clue