Don't Pretend You Ever Forgot About Me

I called you up the other day,
I wasn't prepared for what you'd say.
You couldn't talk, you had to go -
It was at that moment, I would know:

All those years of holding out hope;
All those times I just couldn't cope -
Were shattered by your instant goodbye.
I fell to the floor and began to cry.

The tears of anger turned to sad,
As I remember everything we had.
Each laugh, each kiss; each brought joy -
I was some girls, you were my boy.

But all the laughs turned bitter and the kisses were sad -
I wasn't ready to let us be a memory of what we had.
Everything we went through couldn't have brought us to this -
There was definately something there behind each kiss.

Our love was unlike anything I have ever felt,
Your eyes still have a way to make me melt.
I remember the way you'd hold onto me -
Each of them are now a sad memory.

Then you told me something I would never forget,
And I wasted all that time I now regret.
I had one more chance, to kiss you goodbye,
But all I could do was sit there and cry.

Each second of that day has never left my head -
Yet, I can't remember the last words you said.
But it was like a part of me had died -
I've been living my life in kind of a lie.

I never let go, even though I said I would;
I tried so hard but I just never could.
You were my first love, and I gave you my heart;
I told you you'll always have some part.

But when I called you up, you were so distant -
It was like my whole world fell apart in an instant.
When I was with you, there was no where I wanted to be.
Don't Pretend You Ever Forgot About Me.