First time ever.

For the First Time Ever.
I Realize that life isn't a fairy-tale, but a bursting truth i could live without. It hurts .
The horror I see in their eyes.
Is nothing compared to the sorrow in my life.
They say that I'm empty and shallow.
Deep down all I feel is hollow.
All I want is to be free.
So why wont they just let me be?
I'm a fighter.
Therefore I know,
I'm gonna get stronger as older I grow.
I'm not bitter.
But I'm one heck of a quieter.
I try to get out, I try to be done.
All I want is to have loads of fun.
I know its wrong, And kinda sad.
But hey , Who said its bad?
Life passes by in a motion so slow.
Have you ever felt like, nothing matters anymore

People Change.
Things Go Wrong.
Shit Happens
Life Goes On .