Memoryys. suicide,,

I remeber when i was a little girl
I loved my daddy so much
I loved his smile
His warm Touch

Things changed
Daddy started yelling an one day
Mummy had enough
She took me an my brother away

I remeber Growing up
As a little girl
Thinking i could handle life
Ready to Face this world.

I started school
Was perfect at first
I was Popular
An enjoyed the things i learnt

Then One Day
Me an my best friend had a fight.
I remeber everything started
To change after that night.

I was no longer wanted
No longer popular anymore.
But little did i know the pain
That was soon in store

All the rest of my primary school
I was called fat I was teased
A little girl crying
her self to sleep.

Started high school
Begining of year eight
I remeber gettin into trouble
For being late.

I began to get hated
But i had Friends
that i thought would be there
Till the very end

Thing changed
We had the b!tc.hest fights
By the middle of year eight i started c.u.t.t.i.n.g
i wasnt alright

My family hated me
Said they never wanna see me again.
Things were going down hill.
I lost my best friend.

beginning of year nine
Pritty depressed, moved Schools
Turned Pritty bad
Wagging, yelling braking all the rules

Went out with this guy
Gave him my heart
Lost my v.i.r.g.i.n.t.y
Started falling apart.

We broke up many times
I tried to end my life
Ended up in hospital
For 3nights.

5months in
I couldnt take it anymore
I broke up with him
I was c.u.t.t.i.n.g my legs on the bathroom floor.

The memorys we shared
Haunt me at night
He hates me for braking his heart
I have scars from each an every fight.

The memorys
we once shared
Are killing me
Im wishing they wernt there

This isnt even half my life
But its enough to make me wanna die
make me wanna s.l.i.t my wrist
For each time he lied

So here i am.
Dying inside.
With c.u.t.s all over my arms
An wrist that cant hide

Memorys
Theyll be the end of me.
Cause one day ill die
Cause some times theres pain you just cant see.