You have no idea

Nobody understands how I feel
And nobody could ever care

I could try to explain it
But why?
To have it shoved in my face?
About how stupid it is?

I listen to other people's problems
But when they want to know mine,
I fake something or make an excuse
Because I know they couldn't care
Or even begin to understand

I feel lost
Kind of empty inside

You can call me hopeless
Or maybe obsessive
But your not living my life are you?
And your not feeling the way I feel are you?
If you were
Maybe you'd understand
And maybe you'd see
How really important this is to me
Because it's tearing me apart

(C)Allison 2007