Mind My Inside

Inside my mind these memories continue to fight
The lines have been blurred between wrong and right
Hopelessness suffocates me like fire without the air
Erasing everything and everyone that was ever there

Our pasts continue to meet throughout these years
The memories that churn bring back so many tears
But we all just keep on building ontop of this pile
When we don't pause to see what surrounds our denile

You spend all this time trying just to make it through
But at the end of the race all that's really left is you Busy struggling to make something of this life of yours
You didn't realize your bleeding to death from the sores

I struggle just to find some sort of release inside
There is no more room left for this pain to hide
Tired of this path I put myself on, such a waste of time
For whom is there left to bail me out for all my crimes?

This pressure took away everything so now I'm empty
Making my heart as cold as stone that crushed me
For now I am back to the start where it all began
Searching,blind and confused, for a better path again

It's like I've been stuck inside a tunnel I can't get out
At the end are your voices trying to scream and shout
I push with all I have left hoping the wounds will mend
Passing everything by just to get right to the end

But the closer I get the harder it gets to crawl
And once I reach the end, your not there at all
I'm left in this dark tunnel, the shadows comforting me
Forever locked in this place because you were my key.