Uncomfortable Position.... 12/27/07

Tonight was unexpected
Two old friends hanging out at the mall
Been awhile since we hung (Maddy and J)
As we st road along threw the night
We had some chats
Played silly games with the walkie talkies
Got little paranoid at some moments
Later on we caught a ride home
J got a call from her friend (James)
I heard about him in the past
Guess him and his buddy (Ernest) wanted to meet little old me
I didn't want to go
It was getting late
But they all kept getting me to come
I let em come pick me and J up
We went to there place
They offered me a beer
But I said no
Was suppose to be there for only 20minutes
Turned out to be longer
11pm then 12pm then 1am rolled around
J got up and left the room with me and Ernest alone
He got up a few times to get another beer
Sat next to me as we continued to watch t.v
Chatted little as the hour past
His last visit to the kitchen was when he decided too
Stand behind the chair I sat in
Put his hands to my neck and shoulders
Started to massage me slow but firm
I was quiet and shacking
Lost for words
I couldn't move or tell him to stop (Ernest)
I was afraid and worried
How could my so called friend leave me in the room with a stranger
When hours before I told her not to leave me
But she did
She left me in this uncomfortable position
Ernest started to take my vest off
And my heart raced
Then tried multiple times to get me to lay down so he could massage me right
I said no thanks I'm good
And he said alright you sure
I ignored him
And played it cool
Bad mistake that was
I could feel him get closer to me
Urging to go on
Could feel his touch get intense as he started to grind in to the chair (sick sounding I know but it happened)
I was scared
I was lost
So god damn PxIxSxSxExD
I hated the minutes that went by
Seemed like forever
He asked when he could get a neck rub
Insisted that he wanted my hands on him
But I said no
I told him maybe next time
When really I meant never
He finally stopped and sat next to me
I tried to stay calm
I said thank you for the massage
Then decided that I had to get away from him
I went to James room and knocked on it
Asked if I could come in
J said sure come on in
I stood in the door way as they talked for a minute
Then finally they came out
I pulled J aside and told her what happened
She looked at me and smiled
Oh I didn't know that he'd do that
I asked what her and James was doing
And she said just chilling
In the back of my mind I know there was more to it then that
I told everyone I Had To Go
This time for real
Finally left that place and got away
The more I think about it
The more I hate the fact I gave my all to J
I was the perfect friend
And yet she turned around and let this happen
She said she's sorry
But friends don't leave friends alone in the same room with a total stranger....

~this is a TRUE story :(~