Im Invisable

I look around
People are talking
People are laughing
I don't belong
No one talk's to me
I Have my ipod
I turn it up
And pretend I'm in a safe place
Alone with these cut's
She's telling me to be happy
And what not to be scared from
I look at her
I said well it must be nice to be u
When she's the only that fu**ed up my life
She only better then me because i saved her
I let them hurt me instead of her
Maybe if i didn't
She would be the same way
But i know i made a difference
Cuz of the person she is today
She's not like me
She doesn't hurt herself
She has everything i want
I know she would be just like me
I'm glade i saved her from this awfull life
I'm fighting so hard
My head if full of lies
I don't know were i belong
I want so much
I want to be different
But my past wont let me
I'm full of lies