Love Lost (part 1)

Were walking along
He drops my hand
He whispers "Babe, i
Hope you understand"

He tells me
We weren't meant to be
I hide my tears
So he wont see

Hes breaking my heart
But he doesn't know
I turn and leave
I'm going home

I run through the door
I wanna scream!
I collapse on the floor
This must be a dream!

I'm in so much pain
I cant understand
So i take out my knife
And form scars on my hand

And then hes there
And hes cleaning the wound
He doesn't know
I'll bleed again soon

I shove him away
And tell him to leave
He doesn't care
And he NEVER loved me!

He said he was sorry
That he made a mistake
I don't know how many
More lies i can take

He says that he loves me
I know its not true
He says he still wants me
I know what to do!

I push him away
And run to my drawer
I see him get up
And i lock my door

In my hand
I hold a knife
I scream that
I must end my life

Hes at the door
Hes yelling "NO!"
But hes too late
In the knife goes

I hear the door break
And he kneels by my side
His tears hit my face
As he whispers "why?"

Slowly now
He begins to fade
He lost his love
I've died today

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If you liked this poem,
please read part 2.