SO DEEP

Never have i ever cut so deep
fell to the side, felt like a deep sleep
trying to keep my head up. not my time to die
a few minutes later I jump to my feet
with Satan's help, guess this is just a small feat
so much calm, so much bliss
this is the way. i so very wish
I can not love
with so much blood, i shall always rise above
will not, can not..no not ever...
Til
i have hit the right exact SPOT