Forgive me, Father

Forgive me, father, for I have sinned
I have built myself a chapel of lies
I have spoken in broken hymns
I have torn my heart open. I have poured it out.
And ebon apathy filled my soul.
I have failed.
I have trusted.
I have broken walls down.
Which should've never been tampered with.

They say, love and you shall be loved;
Hurt, and you shall be hurt.

I am a pawn. A piece He plays with.
Worthless, and very stupid.

I am naive. I am broken. I am cold. I am alone.

My soul is weak.
My heart is torn.
My body is unholy.

I am a sinner.