Dieing slowly

As the night falls the
dankness makes it hard to breath,
the pain in my mind i will abandon,
the pain i will detain

my heart crushing quickly
raceing wildly
head spinning out of control
the ground rumbleing its hard to grasp a hold.

the pain i abandoned left me lonley and afraid

now i have nothing and my life i have betrayed

leave me die in pain let the truncheon stay within my heart
and let me rot in hell for i failed to
serve you
dear lord my atempt fell apart.