Stay

I look down to my fingers,
To write out some wisdom,
I look up above,
To try and read the Kingdom,

I look all around, in and out,
Even crawl through to see,
But all I can find
Is there are no answers for me.

Hesitant at first to admit,
My feelings inside,
But as time went on,
I could no longer hide.

I fell, and fell hard,
And had not one regret,
When my heart found love,
My mind was set.

You, you were wonderful,
Too good to be true,
That saying is valid,
For I no longer have you.

You came and went,
Leaving me alone,
And now I'm recovering,
In the place from which I was thrown.

I know more now,
Than when first I came,
What I know now is,
My feelings are not the same.

So mixed up and jumbled,
Never making sense,
The only thing clear is life,
No white picket fence.

I miss falling into you,
Knowing that you're there,
But now I know,
That's with somebody else you share.

I won't ask questions,
Because silence will follow,
But I just want to know,
How much longer my heart will be hollow.

I wish you would have stayed,
For us to be together always,
But life isn't always what we wanted,
Since this is not a perfect world.