TheDeadOutsider

I hope this get there attention
The note will explain my intention
I have what i need
My revolver
My secret bullet
Now, Just pull the trigger...
I now stand out side
Free of my battered body
I stood and watched...

...As they look in to my lifeless eyes
They see me screaming inside
As I lay here in this dark room
Filled with people, I once believe
Never cared for me
Never saw me
Never loved me

They now stand
With a bullet throw there grieving hearts
Confused for why
Why, why did I take my own life
I guess, Some emotions
Just cant be seen
Un till you see it though there eyes...

...You were ones a flickering flame
Part of us
Living our once happy lives
But you had a flood
Witch kill the growing flame
Now your a light
Up in a place
Better than our own

I hope you hear are prays
"Your truly be missed
Evan if
The free spirit we saw
Was a big disguise
I guess we all thought
Every thing was OK
Looks like you proved us wrong
You were all ways a smart guy
Your death opened the Door
The door with a sign
A sign witch said
Its ok, I'm fine

But we never saw your pain
100 diamond eye
Never saw you
I know now
It was us
That killed you..."