I swear it will not hurt

Tear my heart to pieces,
Throw them in the dirt.
Rip apart my soul,
I know it will not hurt.

I met you that first day,
I soon became your friend.
We always made each other laugh,
I didn't want for it to end.

As our friendship soon progressed,
I grew to trust you even more.
I felt unfamiliar feelings,
Things I had not felt before.

We grew to where we fought sometimes,
But things were still okay,
My feelings for you were changing,
With the passing of each day.

One day you said 'I love you',
My heart you then did win.
But soon after you told me that,
You lied to me again.

My trust was still not shattered,
In you I still believed.
Everyone wants faith in someone,
Even if they have deceived.

For years I have been lied to,
By more people than just you.
I wanted to believe you would not lie,
But that was a lie too.

So now tear my broken heart to pieces,
Grind them in the bloodstained dirt,
Rip apart my shattered soul,
I swear to God it cannot hurt.