Depression is my murder

The waters rising fast
Soon there will be no air
I'm fighting for my life
but drowning in my despair

Scratching and Screaming
Trying to survive
Depression is my murder
I'm too far gone to revive

I'm just waiting now
Til the waters above my head
There's no point fighting it
I'm already dead

Numb from the tip of my head
To the tips on my toes
The pain i held within
Is now exposed

The waters to my chin
Death is in sight
All my pain
Will finally be gone tonight

Well here it comes
The end in near
The waters past my mouth
And in my ears

I've taken my last breath
I'll soon slip into unconsciousness
Leaving my world
Of constant distress

It's coming close
I can see the light
Here comes my ending
I'll finally be gone tonight

God don't see this as a sin
I know i took my own life
I just want to be heaven with you
Where there's no strife

So i'll say my final prayer
Hoping my family wont cry
They never knew it
But i wanted to die

I hope they wont blame themselves
For it was I,
who chose this day
To die