My last words!

Sleepless nights
Turning to daylight
As the sun re-appears,

All the sorrows
That I keep-on carrying
Deep inside me,

Why thus this could be?
My heart is darker
Than the sky night,

My love for you doesn't exist
The sorrows you left me
Is still here sticked into my heart,

What should I do?
I cant run away,
Cant throw it away,
Cant give it away,
Cant live it,
Cant stop it,
Cant forget it,
Cant do anything,
I'm just stick with it
Till my day come,

But still if my eyes will close fro good,
I will live you my words
That I kept inside me,
Why did you do this?