Night-time ....... !!

Night-time is almost upon me
And i dread the silence to come,
Lying in my bed awake
Feeling ever so numb.

Night-time is always the worst
To much time to think,
To many thoughts whizzing round
That i can't seem to link.

I'm still thinking about the other
When another pops in mind,
I try to block them out completely
So I'm able to unwind.

The thoughts are coming
Way to fast,
Some about the present
But most from the past !

Sometimes i go to bed
Feeling ever so great,
But as soon as i hit the pillow
Thoughts seem to create......

Create a bundle of mess
That i can't work out,
Not knowing where to start
Makes me want to shout.

Thoughts i go to sleep with
Are there when i arise,
Some the same, some different
But those i despise !

Trying to piece them up
Gives me such a headache,
So i dread the night to come
Cause I'll be lying in bed awake.