Lost in him

I thought I'd found someone who saw me
when i was invisibly broken,
who could hear my somber tears unspoken.
Someone who could help me untangle all my lies,
because there's only so many tears one cries
before love and life are drained from their eyes.
You're this whole new person,
tearing me for all to see.
This whole new person, becoming only who HE wants you to be...
But what about us? You were my best friend...
Now I'm struggling to ask you, why did we end?
I care about you, i swear i still do,
just when i look in your eyes, there's something new,
A something I've seen once before,
But now i am seeing it more and more.
It's the confusion only a jealous mind can produce,
The fear that all you have with him, you'll one day lose.
But still, no matter how many tears you've caused me to shed,
Or with how much self hatred you've filled my head,
I feel pity, cause I've been there before.
I know the effort of the broken smile you must fake once more.
Now i say again, from the heart-
Serves you right, to be getting torn apart.
Just remember, I'm always here...till the end,
Me and my lonely soul, here to repay the favor of "friend"