When u look at me, u may think I'm young and don't know anything. but if u look harder ull see ive been through everything. i lost my dad to another woman, i lost my grandfather in the year 2 thousand, i lost all my hope and all my friends, my hearts broken and wont mend. i escaped reality with drugs, i got mixed up with the wrong thugs, these guys don't have sympathy they dun give no hugs. thats reality I'm sick of this shit on my conscience, i got no one in my presence I'm just left alone, young but still grown. ever since i was born Ive been thrown, right down to the bottom, i wanna climb back to the top, but when I'm half way there, i got ppl making me stop, turning me back around leading me right back down, i got no one helping me off the ground, Ive been separated from all the ones who love me and care, I'm in a trapped box all i could do is stare. i cant act anymore, i don't have a say in decisions anymore, i screw up and fall right on the floor no matter what, i hurt the ones helping me to the core. i want to go back to the times Ive smiled for real, but its hard when no ones there to share how u feel. its like this pain will never heal and this world keeps spinning like a wheel. every bad thing just keeps coming back, throwing me off track, its only up to me to turn it around, never ever will u see me lying helpless on the floor...
