My fault =[ I BLAME MYSELF!!!

You were my everything.
The reson i wake everyday
When i was lost
You took my hand an showed me the way.

Every fight we had
Made me so depressed.
So i got up Took my bags
An i left.

From that momment on
You destroyed your life.
Using drugs
While im using a knife.

You hate me
Want me dead
You take drugs to numb you pain
An i just let blood shed.

I miss the way
Everything you to be.
I cry myself to sleep
Cause Theres no longer you an me.

Your popping pills
Smoking bongs
As i cry myself to sleep
Listening to heart brake songs.

I blame myself.
For what you have become.
All i can see is rain
Theres is no sun.

I cant look myself in the eye
For its my fault you took drugs that night
Its my fault.
That you have fukd up your life.